rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

6 apr. 2021
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“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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    Birsen GüngörBirsen GüngörAcum 12 minute
  • I cant stand Scooter Braun. I am so happy Taylor destroyed him in court

    Jesus RodriguezJesus RodriguezAcum 28 minute
  • I wish her the best but she is on a slippery slope if she continues living life the way she is and her mother is oblivious and is acting brainwashed

    Olivia LongstreetOlivia LongstreetAcum 34 minute
  • 🙌❤

    יובל גרהרדיובל גרהרדAcum oră
  • was this the last ep?

    pompeii-pippiipompeii-pippiiAcum 2 ore
  • No German 😞

    FrischkaeseeFrischkaeseeAcum 4 ore
  • How beautifully honest, a real person being a real inspiration 👏 thank you❤️

    Jordan Dani BreretonJordan Dani BreretonAcum 4 ore
  • I am scared for her

    Linda MagubaneLinda MagubaneAcum 4 ore

    יובל גרהרדיובל גרהרדAcum 4 ore
  • we go through the same thing demi i hope your okay

    Shannon DiazShannon DiazAcum 5 ore
  • She still getting high

    Deandre HolmanDeandre HolmanAcum 5 ore
  • Her friends come across as Fake people pleasers. If she's happy then I guess thats what's important. But something is off about those 2 Friends riding her coattails. The Girl in green hair though she's a real MVP

    downundabrothadownundabrothaAcum 5 ore
  • The song with Xtina didn't get appreciation it needed.

    zlamelizlameliAcum 5 ore
  • 13:51 One of the reasons why I love Demi 😁😊

    Joe DImesaJoe DImesaAcum 5 ore
  • I’m watching y’all writing comments about what’s best for Demi because you watched a doc about 0.0001% of her life... Do you seriously believe yourselves to be able to give any advice to her and her loved ones based on this? Y’all are delusional.

    Victoria JerkeVictoria JerkeAcum 7 ore
  • I hope you know I love going for who you are

    Rock Master 47Rock Master 47Acum 8 ore
  • Is this the last episode?

    Alexia MendezAlexia MendezAcum 9 ore
  • 16:08 thats the message I needed from this episode. How to handle a trigger that could and has almost ended my life twice now. Suicidal depression and addiction is no joke. It's a very dark place but it's also so inviting when you're just tired and numb. I'm glad she is being open and vulnerable.

    ulysia217ulysia217Acum 9 ore
  • It's odd that someone with that much money & probably having so much taken care of.. can't at all take care of themselves in the least bit. Her forearms and double chin are a bit ridiculous. We need to start addressing the problem in North America of having these obese addicts as our idols. Bringing it up, shouldn't be an issue. Because this is an issue.

    ismalaliismalaliAcum 9 ore
  • There sure are a lot of addiction experts in this comment section 🙄 if Demi wants to have a drink or smoke a joint that’s her choice.

    Marylea AmberMarylea AmberAcum 9 ore
  • That laugh at the end was everything and was the perfect way to end the documentary.

    lock heartlock heartAcum 9 ore
  • I just want to hug her.

    Flustered _PotatoFlustered _PotatoAcum 10 ore
  • everyone always got opinions about ppl they dont even know. she could be lying, she could not be. none of us know her and what she has to deal with. if this works for her for now so be it. this is a real life story not a sugar coated happy one. she never claimed to be sober shes just in a different and better place and talking about it. yall just judging her when you have no right.i cant say if what she is doing is bad or not all i can do it watch this cus at the end of the day WE DONT KNOW HER lol

    Dee WhiteDee WhiteAcum 10 ore
  • This is so real 😭. I love her for this

    Jenessa HodgeJenessa HodgeAcum 10 ore
  • I was cool with this until you got to the part where "hey look my house reflects my queerness" ugh please. You know how many queer folks are just struggling to exist? Cool glad you can afford your mansion. But yikes read the room.

    Sarah HinmanSarah HinmanAcum 10 ore
  • One of my classmates took xanax that was laced with fentanyl and ended up overdosing and didn't get that second chance. I am glad that Demi is being open about her struggles with all of this because people need to know more about how addicting drugs c an be for you. My classmate was 19 at the time and probably had no idea that it was laced with fentanyl and that's scary.

    KatKatAcum 10 ore
  • i adore you beyond measure, Demi!!

  • How can I watch the video if it says it requires payment 🙄

    Maggie BMaggie BAcum 11 ore
  • I’m going to stretch before bed.....because Demi does🤷🏾‍♀️😍

    Tifani BogueTifani BogueAcum 12 ore
  • Playing the victim while being a millionaire.

    GabiSPNGabiSPNAcum 12 ore
  • lay off the heroin demi shhheeesh

    Mike AssanteMike AssanteAcum 12 ore
  • Trisha Paytas's style ... a bit Boring

    inga airinga airAcum 12 ore
  • I feel like nobody in this comments has anything uplifting to say about this. Honestly I do think things will be different this time since it appears to be more of her own way. We should acknowledge the fact that she’s completely stopped every hardcore drug that would take her life. Weed is no heroin, and is even prescribed for depression in some cases. I don’t think it’s fair for people to say she is relying on it, when she’s stated it’s for relief.

    burmellaburmellaAcum 13 ore
  • The mother seem emotionless about Demis health

    Avery SmithAvery SmithAcum 13 ore
  • On a smaller scale you see those kids with strict parents explode when they go to college then they pick themselves up and realize they can handle things in moderation. Addiction is a different story and I can’t say anything but I think it’s about checking yourself. Being realistic and taking it day by day. If you guilt someone that gets drunk a couple times a year that’s awful it happens a to everyone!!! Now if it’s weekly that’s a problem

    MeMeAcum 14 ore
  • I'm in the US and for some reason the video won't play and says "This video requires payment to watch" help!

    Barry CooperBarry CooperAcum 14 ore
  • Praying for you, Demi

    Missi_ SlaughterMissi_ SlaughterAcum 14 ore
  • U are loved sweete

    Elizabeth carmen LermaElizabeth carmen LermaAcum 14 ore
  • Living with an eating disorder means forcing yourself to live in moderation... if she can handle eating real birthday cake once in a while without slipping into her disorder, then moderately drinking or having a joint could be a viable option for her.

    Willaby ZarkuteWillaby ZarkuteAcum 15 ore
  • I’ve got so much to say about the end of this episode.... but I’ll go ahead and just leave quietly....

    TinaTinaAcum 15 ore
  • "I love how gay your house is" This guy's humor is absolute gold.

    Rania Assal Del ValleRania Assal Del ValleAcum 15 ore
  • LMAO the ending

    Summer JonesSummer JonesAcum 15 ore
  • this vulnerability is motivational, this video is motivational

    Lupita VargasLupita VargasAcum 15 ore
  • So wait she isn't Bipolar?

    Bri ShouldiceBri ShouldiceAcum 15 ore
  • when does episode 5 get out?

    Caroline MasseCaroline MasseAcum 16 ore
  • Everyone handles addiction differently. No one should say she’s gonna fail for wanting moderation in her life because they aren’t her nor are they the one putting in the work every day.

    Jazmyn Vasquez-AdameJazmyn Vasquez-AdameAcum 16 ore
  • Demon

    Melissa VizeMelissa VizeAcum 17 ore
  • This girl is just amazing ! The definition of human, she is so strong !

    Anastasia MystaAnastasia MystaAcum 17 ore
  • Also have a little faith in Demi. What she needs is love and support.

    Faith RachaelFaith RachaelAcum 17 ore
  • For everyone freaking out about her moderation I’m pretty sure the drinking in moderation means she can have a glass of wine at a dinner or a cocktail on a special occasion.... pretty sure her saying I’m drinking in moderation doesn’t mean she’s getting plastered or makes time to get drunk on special occasions even.

    Faith RachaelFaith RachaelAcum 17 ore
  • There's NO WAY she will stay clean. You can't play with drugs and alcohol, when you have an addictive spirit inside you. She will keep in and out of hospitals and rehab. Wishful thinking is denial, you have to stop doing ALL drugs and alcohol, going from one drug to another is what addicts do all the time and it don't work. She's gonna end up dead like all these other celebrities with all these enablers around them. People always look for other's to point fingers at, it's not that guys's her fault. Nobody put a gun to her head and made her do drugs, she called him over for drugs and he was doing drugs too. So for her to say he took advantage of her is a JOKE. Addicts will tell some of the truth mixed with lies to make them look a little bit better and blame turned towards somebody else.

    Vernessa ArnoldVernessa ArnoldAcum 18 ore
  • k like the shroom room tho omg

    Emily StryEmily StryAcum 18 ore
  • When it showed her smiling with her new hair I almost cried. I thought "Thats the real Demi." As someone who is struggling with their own identity and gender roles that meant a lot.

    Ereh_SupremecyEreh_SupremecyAcum 18 ore
  • when elton and scooter said the whole thing about moderation was like a whole slap in the face

    Emily StryEmily StryAcum 18 ore
  • honestly her laugh 😂

    Emily StryEmily StryAcum 18 ore
  • I think I'm in love again! 😍 along with Blackwell. 😂

    Amy JenkinsAmy JenkinsAcum 18 ore
  • Damn Demi. You NAILED it! I feel like we literally lived the same life with different circumstances/life. Lol I sound crazy now. 😅

    Amy JenkinsAmy JenkinsAcum 18 ore
  • Celebrity drug addict

    Steve RobinsonSteve RobinsonAcum 19 ore
  • Speak truth, Elton...Thank you Demi for your honesty. Many wish you the best as do I. From a person like you, keep on living and fighting with that beautiful smile. 💝

    Syd YuukiSyd YuukiAcum 19 ore
  • thank goodness i never had an addiction

    kirstie bkirstie bAcum 19 ore
  • it’s so hard taking care of myself 😥

    kirstie bkirstie bAcum 19 ore
  • her sisters seem awesome

    kirstie bkirstie bAcum 19 ore
  • $ does not take away pain

    kirstie bkirstie bAcum 19 ore
  • Transcendental Meditation, girl. Depression cure...

    KelseyJKelseyJAcum 19 ore
  • Your recovery is your recovery I can tell you firsthand that there are many many pathways of recovery what works for you is not going to work for someone else in your recovery only you know what path to recovery is going to work for you if it works for you then that is amazing I am proud of you for realizingWhat you need in your life and what you don’t need love the documentary keep rocking it

    Amanda LoweryAmanda LoweryAcum 19 ore
  • Que bom ver o Elton John ❤️❤️

    Lucas SouzaLucas SouzaAcum 20 ore
  • Aww did anyone else noticed the Selena t-shirt???

    Fernando Vicuña LacherreFernando Vicuña LacherreAcum 20 ore
  • I lost my cousin January 2017 to Heroin laced with Fentanyl. This hits very close to home. Wish you the best Demi! To the ppl saying moderation can’t be done- maybe that will work for her! Only she can know that & hopefully know when to stop or get help if/when she starts to spiral.

    Gabrielle NeilGabrielle NeilAcum 20 ore
  • Woopee. She hasn't picked up any hard drugs.

    Liam DoranLiam DoranAcum 20 ore
  • Elton John "She's perfect but of course we are not perfect"

    Liam DoranLiam DoranAcum 20 ore
  • Demi's team PLEASE hire a counselor about her addiction. Addiction is a lifelong thing and cannot fix in a snap of a finger

    Ptao TomPtao TomAcum 20 ore
  • Is her sister LeAnn Rimes?

    DkDkAcum 20 ore
  • I love the new look, she looks great. 💜

    nitselle cottonitselle cottoAcum 21 oră
  • I wish this had more episodes.

    Jill durhamJill durhamAcum 21 oră
  • it makes me wildly uncomfortable her case manager is agreeing that moderation is possible with someone who is addicted so several diff. substances and has a predisposition to overuse. Im glad Elton John said it like it is, and I hope Demi works through this and comes to the same conclusion in a healthy and safe way.

    NeonWordsNeonWordsAcum 21 oră
  • May the Lord bless her and you, reader.

    Luke RobertsLuke RobertsAcum 21 oră
  • dancing with meth and heroin

    Yopo MartinYopo MartinAcum 22 ore
  • "Dancing with the Devil"? Says it all...

    Scott SorieroScott SorieroAcum 23 ore
  • elton john is being realistic

    Kirsten BucklandKirsten BucklandAcum 23 ore
  • She literally said it herself. She got a bottle of wine and immediately went off the deep end. Why is she lying to herself now saying she can drink and smoke weed "in moderation" No you can't, honey.

    Amy A.Amy A.Acum 23 ore
  • She doesn't seem okay here to me. It's in her eyes. I hope I'm wrong.

    Amy A.Amy A.Acum 23 ore
  • She is so beautiful, adorable and relatable without makeup. Makeup dnt do justice with her innocence make her look blank. Her pale smooth face, dark hair is beautiful❤.

  • Demi you're amazing

    Jenn CJenn CAcum o Zi
  • I don’t understand why they give a junkie a documentary they’re plenty of junkies on the streets who would like a documentary for free.I guess Americans idolize junkies it’s part of the culture 😂

    Erics Reef LifeErics Reef LifeAcum o Zi
  • The authenticy is beautiful! I love her personality. I wish her nothing but hope, peace, and healing. ❤🧡💚💚💙💜

    Sarah ShippellSarah ShippellAcum o Zi
  • Demi your beautiful from the bottom of my heart

    frederick brownfrederick brownAcum o Zi
  • I hear the concern of her doing moderation, but we have to understand the psychology of addiction is ever growing. What has worked for a lot like abstinence does not work for everyone. I respect Elton but I don't agree with his blanket statement. I think the best thibg to do if you suffer or have suffered from addiction that you speak to a therapist who helps you and figure out the best recovery plan for you.

    awsimefulawsimefulAcum o Zi
  • I don’t think she’s bipolar. I don’t see the mania in her eyes, even hypo mania. Also bipolar has a lot in common with PTSD and CPTSD.🤷🏼‍♀️

    margi catesmargi catesAcum o Zi
  • Here in Switzerland, moderation therapy is really growing and working for much more people than plain sobriety. Nothing works for EVERYbody. Addiction is no different from that... Love you Demi and be really careful but keep going on Girl, you got that 💪🏻♥️

    Jahrasta MarleyJahrasta MarleyAcum o Zi
  • 28:18 hahahaha, I love this!!! I love her autenticity!!!

    Samira GarzonSamira GarzonAcum o Zi
  • It’s very apparent that Demi has a lot of HIGHS and a lot of LOWS. She cannot find a balance between the two and I think that’s why when she’s down she’s down to the point where she can’t see a light. Her constantly trying to reinvent herself is her trying to fill the next void. It’s so sad to see her reach for the next thing when that next thing will not fulfill her. She’s looking for outside sources when the source is already within her.

    Nena LindaNena LindaAcum o Zi
  • Hahahha her laugh😂😂😂

    Marjolijn TioMarjolijn TioAcum o Zi
  • Harm reduction is a thing, and it’s being pushed so much in recovery now. Some.. very few addicts don’t have an alcoholic gene. Marijuana is proven to be a harm reduction, and addicts can still have a drink once in awhile. But considering her situation when she overdosed, she was drinking. Which is super risky to be drinking Bc she wasn’t making clear decisions under the alcohol to begin with.

    Catherine BerryCatherine BerryAcum o Zi
  • After hearing this California sober term I stopped watching, or caring. Seems like all this was filmed only to profit more money, and fame nothing more. I requested a refund with iTunes and was refunded within 48 hours, won’t be getting rich out of me, not today satan!!

    Augusto AndradeAugusto AndradeAcum o Zi
  • I love love love LOVE the hairstyle Demiiii

    iiviiiiviiAcum o Zi
  • Lotsa love Demi 🖤🖤

    Hayley O SchwemmerHayley O SchwemmerAcum o Zi
  • I absolutely love demi. I myself lost both parents and 4 siblings to addiction. I was an addict for 3 years and lost everything, including my daughter and unborn baby. I was found by a pimp at my weakest whom got me pregnant and forced me into prostitution. Where he got me pregnant and beat me everyday. Broke my teeth out and would strip me naked and make me walk down the street in shame. Hechaimed me to the porch out in the back yard and also chained the fridge a d only let me eat once every 2 days so. I didn't gain too much weight even being pregnant. In the end, I was found beaten naked in the side of a busy street in Phoenix AZ. That day, at 7 months pregnant I lost my unborn son. I tried to take my life and in that, I survived and been clean almost 3 years now. Today I actually got custody back of my daughter. I own a cleaning service and do everything I can to do better everyday. Demi shows us the ugly side of fame. She shows the real person and the real struggles. I absolutely love and adore her. Keep everything wonderful up girl. We love you so much

    Nikki GivensNikki GivensAcum o Zi
  • As an ex alcoholic who almost died multiple times and currently drinks and smokes in moderation, everyone assuming she is making a mistake is doing so without being in her shoes. She absolutely can't become complacent in her addiction, as she's said, but some people need something to help and unless you want them on harder prescriptions like xanax let them have some weed and a drink now and then

    KatKatAcum o Zi
  • Gosh wow wow. I have so much to say, about so many things. Not in a negative way, not necessarily in a positive way. This one hit everything. 1st, Thank you for putting this out here. Wow. And 2nd 3rd all the rest. U touched everything gosh!. THIS IS ABOUT ANY TOPIC THAT HITS U. ITS HERE. THIS IS ABOUT IF NONE IF IT INTERESTS U OR HITS U.......THIS IS HERE TO EDUCATE PEOPLE MOST OF ALL. Amen and thank you for doing this.

    Bec ChandlerBec ChandlerAcum o Zi